October 15th: It’s that time again…

October 15, 2013

What to write about this year?

Today is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day.

I don’t really need a special day to remember the trauma of my two ectopic pregnancies. I carry that with me EVERY day.

And yet, every year, here I am attempting to write something about it.

And, every year, what ends up happening is that I find some related topic to bitch about. Last year it was My Beef with the Angels. The year before that I bitched about pinktober and worried I was about to lose another pregnancy (which I did). The one before that I was just barely processing the loss that was in progress.

The point is this: I do not have a good track record writing about this day. And I’m not entirely sure that’s a bad thing.

But perhaps, just maybe, since I am now farther removed from my losses and will not ever experience one (at least not physically) again, I can write something less…ranty.

Or maybe…I’ll just take another year to think about what to write and let this candle speak for me this year.



One Response to “October 15th: It’s that time again…”

  1. Lisette Says:

    My heart goes out to you. Today is yet another reminder of what’s been lost xx

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